perhaps i need to think beyond myself
i need to remember that i am only a speck of dust in the universe,
and everything that goes on in my life is incomparably insignificant.
this doesn't mean i don't matter.
all in the universe matters, even a speck of dust.
everything is collated and quanitified.
reflecting into my life so far puts my mind into a state of nostalgia
a jumbled series of events
non-linear memories that's emotionally driven
pain, happiness, fear.....
so whatever path i go into in the future,
won't matter as much as i think it does
because events that happen in the future are only going to be lesser or more extreme versions of those emotions.
and know that, i don't have to be bound.
i can find ways to enter realms that are beyond my body ego